Thursday, May 14, 2009

Deep Within The Depths Of My Heart

Till today, I feel like a fool. A total idiot which is really hoping that you would come back again into my arms. Though you might have left me. I still think of you everynite. Which makes me miss you too much that I'd have to take the alternative of looking at your pics in my phone. I might see people out there that I'm interested in, yet I still am missing someone.

That someone which I will do whatever within my power to protect, to love with all my heart, to cherish, to hold tightly in my arms, and someone who I will give my undivided attention to. I've never cared for anyone this much. I've never thought of breaking up with you just because you left me hanging there all along. All the time when I was left hanging, I was always hoping that you would once again come back in my arms. I sincerely do wish for it to happen.

People say that "Love is not about finding someone you can live with, but rather finding someone that you cannot live without." I personally object this phrase. It has been phrased wrongly and it seems mindless, stupid, and naive. Because Lyn, you are not someone that I cannot live without. You are someone that completes my life. With your cherry red cheeks when they blush, with your smile that no word can describe, with your eyes that mean everything to me in my world. You are the one and only that has made me feel complete this 21 years of my life. I do not blame you for breaking my heart as I know you might have just made a mistake. I really hope to hold you once more. I really do.

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