It's been awhile since I've posted anything, its because nothing much has happened to me lately. Other than just recently that I found out that feelings is something that I do not want anymore. What is Happiness?? What is Greed?? What is Anger?? What is Sadness?? What is Love?? What is Hurt....
I'm already sick and tired of being hurt all these while. Hurt not just by the people close me. But everyone that I am surrounded with. I'm really sick and tired of all these shitty feelings that I have to go through, hating each and every minute of having these feelings. All the empty promises that are given to me. All the hopeless hopes. All the shitty pressure that I receive from having these feelings.
Why not just be a puppet and be controlled by some puppet master?? I would really feel much happier rather than have all these crap filled feelings. Fuck the feelings that I have.
Feelings gives me more hurt than joy. Being hurt multiple times in day, month, year is frustrating to me. Frustrating till tears flow down my eyes. It is not just tears. It hurts more than being stabbed by a rusty knife, being cut, being rejected by someone you like, being called an asshole, a bastard, breaking a bone, getting a bruise, and is much more painful than having salt sprinkled on the wound that is fresh.
I'm sick and tired of all these shit filling my life. Why not just take away something frm me?? my hearing?? my sight?? my capability to move. I'd just rather be a human meat puppet.
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