Depressed

I feel so depressed now. Because the one that I cherish, treasure and love the most has misunderstood my body language and my actions.

Baby, It has never been the case that I don't like going out with you. I'm tired because I just finished work. That is the reason that I was walking behind you. Baby, honestly speaking. After work, all I want is simple. To be able to be welcomed back by the person I love. It is not much to ask is it? I know a hug to greet me back is not possible. But just being nice to me is all I'm hoping for.

When we were shopping, I just wanted to have a slow walk with you. To enjoy the moment that I am holding your hand and walking around the shopping centre. It is one of the little things that make me happy. But, there were a few moments when you shook my hand off. I felt really sad, disappointed, and maybe a little bit angry. It breaks my heart when I hold your hand and you shook it off, I felt really so sad.

You said you never want to go out with me again, did you know how much that hurt me? Did you know that being able to go out with you is like the thing I look forward to the most?

I love you, I really really do...