Masks

In my previous blog I had posted something similiar to this topic. But recently this week, it seems that it is happening to me. The reason is because of the previous post that I have posted which tells that I felt neglected by my own girlfriend. Its funny when I think about it.

Quite a number of stuff happened today. I'm really not in the mood to talk about all that shyt. So I'll just elaborate about the topic that is "Masks". A mask, what does it mean? It could be a plastic shaped to form a face of a cartoon, a ghost or anything. But the mask that I will be elaborating about here would be those that we cannot see with our naked eyes. Which is the personality/emotion/feeling masks. I've been putting on one of the masks since the last week. I'm really starting to break, mentally. I'm tired of putting on a mask that shows I'm okay and fine on the outside. Where actually I am really breaking apart, cracked, and dismantled on the inside.

It hurts me psychologically that I feel like I'm going haywire up in my head. I cannot take this anymore. I need answers. Baby...please don't be cruel.