Tired

I'm really tired lately, this looks like another emo post to me. Anyways, I have really started to think that am I really a study material?? I know that you guys have read this topic before. But what the fuck? This is MY blog so why the hell would you care right?? As I was saying, Studies....am I really a study material?? I believe I am much more interested in culinary, hairstyling, and cars lately. So should I discuss this with my parents?? I am having a real headache doing business studies. I do not know what information to search for my assignments, and this is real shit to me. I hate doing assignments. Yes, I might be proud saying that I am studying a degree in BBA, but actually what the fuck am I doing there?? Am I really doing the right thing?? Is this really what I want?? I have no idea at all. Maybe because I have no idea, no standings for myself that is why I am doing this. Because it is all my parents demands from me. I really want a break from all these shit that I am taking. I am really tired. I want a break from studying.....